Saturday, October 21, 2023

Decompartmentalizing the Body of Christ


Decompartmentalize: Verb - To restore from a compartmentalized state; to merge back together from a set of categories.

As the daughter of an Assemblies of God pastor, I have been in the church my whole life. From the earliest memories of traveling with my parents as children’s evangelists to attending the churches where my father served on staff or served in volunteer positions, I have observed both positive, Biblical practices from those genuinely seeking the Kingdom of God, and negative, destructive behaviors from people deceived in their motives and mind.

What I am addressing today is in the middle of the two extremes. It is our tendency to compartmentalize the Church, separating one function from another and thus separating the need for all the gifts, fruit, and callings God has for each of us.

The cause, I believe, is in a lack of understanding of a triune God. Jesus said, in John 17:22-23, “I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one - I in them and you in me - so that they may be brought to complete unity. Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.” (NIV) We have our limited views of God simply because we are human and limited in our thinking. However, I believe God has been trying to reveal His character and nature to us through the parallel of nature and His creation. I have heard the analogy of 3 in 1 as the egg, the apple, or water more times than I can count. However, I have always been frustrated with these analogies because of the easily manipulated nature of these three. You can separate them through a process of cooking, freezing, peeling, and manually dividing each part of these objects. It wasn’t until I began to see God in the Bible repeatedly referred to as “light” that the revelation of a unified God began to truly make sense to me. Below are a few examples of what I mean.


“God is light and in Him there is no darkness at all.” (1 John 1:5 NIV)
“Father of lights…” (James 1:17 NIV)
“I am the light of the world. He who follows me will never walk in darkness but will have the light of life.” (John 8:12 NIV)
“As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” (John 9:5 NIV)
“But the Lord will be to you an everlasting light, and your God your glory.” (Isaiah 60b NKJV)
“For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.” (2 Corinthians 4:6 NIV)
“Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path.” (Psalm 119:105 NIV)
“The Lord is my light and my salvation – whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life – of whom shall I be afraid?” (Psalms 27:1 NIV)


According to an internet search of “How many times does the Bible refer to God as light?” numerous articles have stated between 200 and 300 instances between both the Old Testament and the New Testament.

God often speaks to me during the most mundane moments and this instance is a prime example of that. I was watching the movie, Pollyanna, shortly after Disney+ launched. I was so excited to be able to watch some of the classic Disney movies! In the movie, there is a scene where Pollyanna and her little friend, Jimmy Bean, were playing together and encountered the grumpy old hermit, Mr. Pendergast. They were trying to climb a tree (an epic one at that) when they got caught and scolded for being on his property. When Pollyanna catches a glimpse of rainbows dancing on the walls, she is immediately drawn to them. Mr. Pendergast explains the science behind the light of the sun being refracted by the prisms to make the color spectrum on the walls. In a later scene, she strings them up to create dozens of rainbows suspended on Mr. Pendergast’s walls. It was during this movie that the Holy Spirit opened my eyes to the God of Light, refracted through the natural lens of the physical realm for us to see and understand Him better. The prime colors are red, yellow, and blue, yet it is impossible to separate them from one another. Their blended characteristics make varying shades of red, yellow, and blue such as orange, green, and purple, but they can still never be separated, only observed.

When Jesus was talking with Nicodemus (John 3), He told Nicodemus that unless someone is “born again” they cannot see the kingdom of God. He went on to say that we are born of flesh (water) when we are born of our earthly mother, but Jesus then explains that it is our spirit that is born when we receive salvation. He is trying to explain these things, but it was difficult for Nicodemus to understand with his limited understanding. Jesus was trying to help us see that we were created to be 3 parts just as God is 3 parts. Father, Son, & Spirit. Flesh, Soul (mind, will, & emotions), and spirit (the spirit-man made in the image of God).

In the western Church, these parts are separated to the detriment of those we are leading to Christ. We have compartmentalized evangelism, discipleship, and the gifts of the Spirit when they are meant to be together from the start. What do I mean by that? Our programs have been created to teach people about the Bible but we have required a class for those who want to be baptized in water. We don’t offer to minister the Baptism of the Holy Spirit either out of fear or ignorance unless it is Pentecost Sunday or we bring an evangelist that operates in the gifts of the Spirit. This is even more harmful because it perpetuates the misconception that only certain people are meant to operate in the gifts of The Holy Spirit if they are called to certain ministry. This lie couldn’t be further from the truth!

It is time for the Church to begin to decompartmentalize the Body of Christ and start to teach about the body as a whole. The Gospel of Reconciliation is complete reconciliation of humanity to God and His original purpose for us, complete oneness with Him. It begins when we are born, and we grow to the point of understanding. The body and spirit are then of the age of accountability and has the capability to choose to accept Jesus as Lord and savior. There is no exact age for this to happen because we all reach this point at different times in our life but for most of us it is between the ages of 4 and 7. As a child, raised in a God-fearing home, this should be when we are led through salvation by our parents as they “train up a child in the way they should go” (Prov. 22:6). For many others it happens when they hear the Gospel and the Holy Spirit convicts them of their need for salvation and the Love of Jesus. 1st John 1:9 says, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” (NIV) We then are born again in The Spirit and our spirit-man comes alive within us. That is only the second step to being reconciled to God. The third and final part happens when Jesus baptizes us in His Holy Spirit so that our spirit-man is completely submerged and connected to the Holy Spirit so that we have power to live righteously and to be a witness that we belong to Jesus and that Jesus lives in us. Just as Jesus walked in the power of the Holy Spirit as proof that God sent Him, the Holy Spirit is proof that Jesus saved us and we belong to Him. Jesus refers to the Holy Spirit in John 15:26-27 when He tells His disciples “But when the Helper comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of Truth, who proceeds from the Father, He will bear witness about me. And you also will bear witness because you have been with me from the beginning.” Jesus is saying that the Holy Spirit is our proof that Jesus is with us, just as He gave proof through miracles, signs, and wonders that The Father sent Him.

But we have “shot our soldiers in the foot”, so to speak, by delaying informing people about the Holy Spirit and withholding ministering the Baptism in The Holy Spirit. The first church didn’t have an 8-week class on next steps before being baptized in water or a 4 week growth track to join the other disciples in receiving the Baptism in the Holy Spirit. In fact, throughout the book of Acts, we see these things happening within days and sometimes hours of each other!

So why have we created a Christian assembly line to make disciples and outsourced various ministries designed to build the Kingdom of God?

The remedy to this problem starts with leadership seeking direction and discernment, asking God to give a bold strategy in training up our disciples in the full gospel of reconciliation; body, soul, and spirit, reunited with God the Father through salvation in Jesus Christ and Baptism in the Holy Spirit. It continues by equipping the 5-fold ministers in each church (apostles, prophets, pastors, teachers, & evangelists) as well as elders and deacons to walk in the full gospel and how to minister salvation and the baptism in the Holy Spirit. There are some amazing resources available for teaching simple ways to witness and minister in these areas. As an evangelist, I am always eager to equip God’s people in these areas so that they can be fully functioning in all aspects of walking out life as a Child of God! Finally, it is essential that every program, every class, every group, and every ministry in our churches teach the fullness of the Gospel from salvation, baptism in the Holy Spirit, and walking in the calling, gifts, and fruit of the Holy Spirit.

Those who are in the church and not on staff or in a position of leadership, it is time to begin to mature and seek God outside the four walls of the church building. I am challenging anyone who considers themselves part of the Body of Christ to stop limiting yourself to a section of the church and begin to open yourself up to the idea that God called us to more, higher, deeper, greater in Him that is not limited to one compartment or another. If you are serving with kids, then serve them by teaching and exemplifying the complete life of a child of God. If you are an usher, or janitor, or group leader, or even simply an attender, seek the Kingdom of God and everything it entails, not just one or two sections.

There is so much more for us and so much more for those who are seeking answers and truth. Yet many leave disappointed because we are not being fully effective as the Body of Christ. Let’s show them the full spectrum and not just one color.

Tuesday, August 15, 2023

I Am the Clay

I recently wrote my first book called, Going Through Hell: And How to Make it To the Other Side. Throughout the process, I had a lot of memories to recall as I wrote the stories I was planning to publish. I have seen so many people walking through the same fires lately that I really wanted to share some of my fire experiences, what I learned in them, and how God brought me through them. 

I was sitting at my computer looking at my screen and my mind just remembering and wandering through some of the memories when I started to feel so crushed. See, in the middle of yet another round of processing, I am still be molded, modeled, added to, excess removed, and put in the fire. To be honest, I don’t ever want to stop being in the hands of the Potter, God, as He is making me who He wants me to be. However, it doesn’t make it easier to endure the process.

I love a good analogy, so digging deeper into the pottery analogy, I started to read about grog and clay. I found out that a dried pot, that has never been fired, can be ground up and water added to reconstitute clay. It can then be recast and made into something new. However, when the pot has been fired in the furnace (kiln), it changes chemically. The intense heat hardens the clay turning it into pottery or tiles into bricks.

There are many methods that are used to repair pottery. One Japanese tradition is to fill in the cracks with a lacquer and then paint the seams with gold or silver powder making the pottery even more attractive. There is another method that takes the broken pottery, that I would assume is unrepairable due to smaller pieces and grinds it to a powder. Since the pot has been chemically changed, it cannot be turned back into clay. But potters still use it. It is called grog. Grog can actually be made of a few different materials that have been ground up. It is then set aside until it is needed. When the potter is ready, they will take the grog and mix it with fresh clay. The grog, which is solid, will then combine with the fresh, new clay, which is porous and makes it stronger.

I stood back and let this whole story sink in. Here’s what the Holy Spirit said to me.

“Many of us have gone through molding, shaping, glazing and firing. We have been through being displayed, used to hold many things and were beautiful to see. Then, in life and living in a world that is imperfect and full of sin, we go through a fall. When we are dropped, the fall can break us and sometimes God chooses to repair us for a beautiful piece of art to be displayed. He fills us with His treasures, and we become perfectly imperfect. There are others that have been broken so severely that God decides to use them for something bigger. It feels like hell but then we are given new clay. The remnants of the past pottery makes the new pottery even stronger than before. It can even be shaped into something completely different.”

Then He reminded me that He isn’t done with me yet. I am still in process. I may go through multiple castings, shaping, firing, breaking, grinding, adding new clay, being reshaped, glazed, fired, and so on. When we completely surrender to the potter, we will use us for what is needed in that season for those specific purposes. We may have started out as a mug holding only a small amount of liquid but then, God uses the brokenness as an opportunity to make us into something completely different. However, the clay never looks at the potter and tells Him what He should make. The clay doesn’t know what is needed to be useful. The potter may need a plate or a bowl, but the clay doesn’t look at Him and say, “No, I want to be a vase and decorate the house by holding flowers.”

I have made the choice, again, in the middle of another process, that I will still surrender to God, the potter. I won’t let my pride render me useless but instead I will listen to the Holy Spirit when He shows me my errors and gives me the strength to remain humble and usable for God.

Will you?

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Lessons from the Garden #2

This lesson has been the hardest one to learn.  It's not a secret that I have struggled with so many things in my life the past few years.  For those who may not know, I'll fill you in on the basic outline.  In 2015, everything felt right.  I was teaching French and Public Speaking, I was in Paris TWICE.  Once in January for a training trip and then to take a group of students and adults to Paris for a tour. When we got back, reviveIndiana was gaining momentum and headed for Fort Wayne.

The three weeks of reviveIndiana was amazing and we saw God move like never before and learned so many new ministry lessons.  We were stretched and challenged to walk in new and exciting areas of faith.  I know I heard God clearly lead me to the call-out for missionaries.  I went, filled out the application, prayed about it with Joe and we were excited for this next season of our lives.

Training was in October.  God provided and opened doors every step of the way.  We started to engage in the local reviveIN group and fundraise for our missionary budget.  Things were going great, albeit challenging being in uncharted territory.  In April the following year, I found out I was pregnant with our surprise blessing.  My oldest was 14, and my twins were 9... and here we were.  I was automatically high risk being an insulin dependent.  I was seeing a team of about 5 different doctors throughout the pregnancy, in and out of the hospital and doing the best I could to keep up with our chaotic life.  Timmy was born at 32 weeks (2 months prematurely) in October, 2016.  I almost died during delivery.  He fought for his life daily and we almost lost him a few times. Three traumatic months in the NICU broke me.

Due to Timmy having special needs (a G-Tube, developmental delays later diagnosed as Autism, and other medical complications), we felt it was necessary to step down from ministry for a season.  I had so many questions and I was utterly crushed.  This was not what I was supposed to be doing.  This wasn't part of the plan!  God never told me anything about another baby. Why would He call me to something, only to take me away from it?  As much as we love our children, why would God give us this situation?

In the midst of doctor's appointments, school for the kids and I, trying desperately to keep our heads above water, stay on top of insurance, bills, and paperwork, Joe contracted an infection and was off work for almost a year.  Being diabetic as well, we did our best to take care of his needs on top of all else but ended up having to have surgery to amputate a toe.  He went through 2 months of treatment in an oxygen chamber to help his body fight the infection.  Once again I was faced with the question, "What are you doing, God?"  I wasn't in a "Why me?" position.  I simply wanted to be filled in on the plan that God had for my life seeing that I was the active participant in it.  "What do you want from me?"

I have continued to struggle with this.  Then in February, we finally saw one promise of God fulfilled in the most amazing way.  A NEW HOUSE!  We moved in to the most perfect house for us.  We are in awe of God's love for us.  I was able to start this garden and just sit and heal from all the wounds that have been inflicted over the past 5 years. 

Having shared all this, I wanted you to see where I am coming from.  "Why would God do all this to take it away?  What does He want from me?"  The answer was such a relief as well as my undoing (in a good way).

I was researching each vegetable I was planting in our garden. One of the families is the vining plants such as squash, zucchini, cucumbers, pumpkins, watermelons, etc.  That particular day, I was researching the zucchini and yellow squash.  (Full shameless plug, I am absolutely obsessed with the MIgardner on Youtube. Luke Marion is awesome and you should totally check him out if you are into gardening or thinking about getting into gardening.)  So Luke was talking about how these plants will spread out and start to choke out other plants.  The remedy for that was to stake the main stem and allow them to climb.  They can climb upwards of 6 to 10 feet!  That was cool to see!  They have strong roots, and tendrils that will cling to the stakes for support.  However, the flowers will flower UNDER all the leaves.  The foliage is absolutely gorgeous!  Lush green bushes of leaves that look fantastic... if you want a bunch of green leaves.  I, on the other hand, want squash and zucchini in my kitchen.  Then he said something that didn't make sense to me at first.  PRUNE THE LEAVES.  Leaves that hang down to the ground at the bottom can get fungus or disease have to go.  Big leaves that will take up space from the plants around it, cutting them off from the nutrients of the sun also have to go.  Big leaves also hide flowers from the pollinators (bees, butterflies, etc) which is not good either.  Up to about 40% of the leaves have to go to solve all these problems.

God immediately began to speak to my spirit.  When MIgardner said, "We're not trying to grow big pretty leaves.  We want big, beautiful fruit.  Getting rid of the the extra pretty leaves will allow the plant to be healthier and avoid disease, show the flowers off to attract the pollinators, allow good airflow to the roots, and allow the plants to put more of the energy from water, nutrients, and sun into the fruit instead of having to sustain these huge, pretty leaves." [Paraphrasing here... you can check out his video on his Youtube page.]  That was a LOT to take in so I want to break it down briefly.  I know God may show you more into your own life, and I pray He does, but I want to just share a few of the revelations He gave me.
BIG LEAVES!

1.)  God is n
ot interested in our big pretty leaves.  He is looking for mature plants that will spend their energy on producing GOOD FRUIT!  Some of us are so busy growing big pretty leaves that will impress people as they walk by, saying "Wow, that's beautiful."  Underneath all that foliage is rotten fruit and diseased flowers (called blossom end rot!)  God will ALWAYS prune good HEALTHY leaves when they begin to take the plant's focus away from producing fruit!

2nd Harvest!

2.)  Some of us have allowed our leaves to get so big that we start choking out the plants around us.  God reminded me that I don't want JUST yellow squash.  I also want to harvest zucchini, kale, cabbage, cucumbers, peppers, tomatoes, and so on!  We tend to be consumed with our leaves and our fruit that we discredit the plants around us and the fruit they have to offer.  God values them as well and sometimes will clip our leaves in a specific spot so that the plant next to us can flourish and produce good fruit too!

Pruned. See the flowers?!?
3.)  We NEED our pollinators!  Yes, the bees can sting.  I know!  I am allergic to them. However, we need them to produce fruit.  God began to speak to me about the essential elements.  You can plant the seed, and watch it grow.  You can water it, put it in the perfect dirt and sunlight.  It will produce a great looking plant.  But without pollination, there will be no fruit.  In Acts, Jesus told His disciples that He would send the Holy Spirit to us.  In Luke 11, He even compares this to getting food!  He told the disciples that they would need this power to be witnesses.  Witnesses to others to make disciples so that they can receive life-altering salvation and the love of the Father as well as the gift of the Holy Spirit and fire, the power to become witnesses.  All of this is to bear good fruit.  He went as far as to say, if you have no fruit, you are of no use but they will know what kind of plant we are by our fruit!  The Holy Spirit will lead us, guide us in all truth, convict us (the stinging part), and correct us.  He will impart the Gifts of the Spirit as He sees fit so that the power of God can be seen.  ALL OF THIS to grow GOOD FRUIT!

My heart is so full from a simple Youtube video.  God is awesome how He uses simple things to teach us the mysteries of Heaven.

I challenge you to CAREFULLY consider what I have shared.  Pruning hurts.  It's ugly.  The plant isn't as full and pretty as it used to be.  But the fruit is full, sweet, and bountiful throughout the whole season.  When we allow God to prune us, we can know that He will not allow us to be destroyed but will continue to cultivate us as we grow, mature, and produce good fruit that will then produce seeds for other new plants to grow.

I love you and I want you to remember that God loves you so much more!  I am praying for you as we go through this difficult season of pruning together.  It will all be worth it when the harvest comes in and the banquet is laid before us at the Marriage Supper of the Lamb.



What father among you, if his son asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent; 12 or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”  Luke 11:11-13 (ESV) (Also see Matthew 7:7-11)

“But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”  Acts 1:8 (ESV)

“For no good tree bears bad fruit, nor again does a bad tree bear good fruit, 44 for each tree is known by its own fruit. For figs are not gathered from thorn bushes, nor are grapes picked from a bramble bush. 45 The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks.” Luke 6:43-45 (ESV)

Friday, July 3, 2020

Lessons From the Garden #1


The Runion household has been busy since we moved into our new house the first week of February.  God has blessed us is so many ways and we continue to see his hand upon our lives as He leads us and directs our steps.  It hasn’t always been easy.  In fact, the majority of the past few years have been sheer struggle.  But from the struggle, we have also seen the love of The Father for us through His grace, comfort, provision, and through the love of His people. 

One of the biggest blessings, for me, to come out of this major transition in our lives is our back yard garden.  I have always wanted to grow plants.  I especially have always wanted to grow food!  I remember one grandmother having tomato plants in her tiny yard in Chicago and my other grandmother having all kinds of vegetables in her big yard in N.E. Indiana.  It was a special time to be able to go pick something to eat that day and enjoy the “fruits of their labors”.

I started with some research, asking friends I knew that have gardens, reading and watching tutorials about gardening in our region, what grows, how it grows, what to do, and so on.  I am still learning so much as there is so much more to learn. My first purchase was two raised bed kits from our local membership warehouse and an order of peat moss dirt from a local garden center. My kids helped us put the raised beds together and fill them with dirt as well as dig up a strip along the fence and fill it with dirt. 

A good friend offered to start me off with a bunch of starter plants.  From tomatoes and peppers to pumpkins, squash, and leafy greens, I had lots of fun putting them in the ground as she brought over more and more.  I started a gardening journal to write down what I learn and plan to improve and learn more as I go.  As I was putting together my gardening journal, I felt the Holy Spirit say to listen as He speaks in the Garden.  It was a sweet message that there is more to learn than just basic horticulture and botany but that God would use this fascinating new area of my life to teach me more about myself and ultimately more about Himself.

SO, without further ado, Lessons from the Garden… 
(This is not an exhaustive list of lessons, but the most poignant ones that have left a deep mark on my mind. Bear with me as I am being transparent and vulnerable for the sake of being used by God.)

#1) Support systems.

The second round of transplants I received were 3 different kinds of tomatoes.  I had intended the smaller ones to go into a large flower pot but that didn’t work out too well so into the garden they went.  They were small but hardy and I was so excited to see them grow.  I knew, though, that they would need support.  As I did some research I found that tomatoes are climbing vines but their fruit is heavy so they need support so they don’t snap and die.  I was given 8 tomato cages by someone else and positioned the tomatoes right in the center of each cage.  I have watered and fed my tomato plants lovingly and they are starting to bear fruit. As each little green orb grows, they get heavier and heavier for the vines to support.  The tomatoes are not ready to be harvested because they are way too immature.  If they fall off the vine now, they will merely shrivel up and die.  This is called “dropping their fruit” (or “dropping their flowers” if they do not get proper pollination).  See, when tomatoes are not properly supported, fed, and watered regularly, the weight is too much for them to handle.  Their stems strain to hold on to their precious fruit.  Not enough water and they will dry out. They are strong but also fragile. However, properly supported tomatoes will produce a bounty of fruit that will continue to grow throughout the whole season until it gets too cold to continue. 

As I learned all of this and began to implement them in my garden, I heard the Holy Spirit teaching me this lesson for my own spirit.  We are all of us strong and hardy when we are fed, watered, and well supported.  Many times we neglect the last one though.  We grow up strong and tall, eating and drinking in the word of God and the presence of God, but when it comes to supporting our fruit, we don’t want to be supported.  I have seen this in numerous ways and have even tried doing this myself at times.  “I can do this!”  “I can handle this!” “I got this!” Our roots begin to grow deep but our arms are further and further out reaching until we realize we are exhausted, we are busy, we are frazzled and we can’t take one more thing.  All of our energies have been spread out between so many things that they are all suffering. It is at this time that God, in His never ending love, puts us inside a strong supportive structure.  It was never meant to hinder our growth but to support it as we grow within and around it!  See, Tomato plants are not confined by the tomato cages.  They are held up by them.  They take the weight of the tomatoes and allow the plant to continue to grow and mature as their fruit grows and matures.  The fruit are healthier as well because they are supported by the vine which is supported by the structure meant to help it grow and become nutritious and produce more seeds to produce more plants next season.

Are we allowing God to plant us within a strong support system in the Body of Christ, The Church?  So many have turned away claiming that it is restrictive and there are so many rules or they have been “burned” by the church.  God did not intend you to be hurt but established The Church so that we would have a strong support system as well as to be able to come together and corporately worship Him in unity and mutual love.  It is also a place for healing, restoration, and growth from past hurts and circumstances of life. 

In this first lesson from the Garden, I challenge you to as God to show you where your weak spots are and where you need help.  He will help you to identify areas of hurt that need healing so that He can begin to restore you.  Ask Him to show you where you can be transplanted to be supported and to grow and bear good fruit.  That may look like trying a new small group (our church calls them “Life Groups”), taking a class on Sunday mornings or Wednesday evenings, or trying a new activity where you can meet new people to be around. 

I am praying for you that God will give you boldness to step out and be supported as well as bring the right support to you.  God bless you as you seek His face and serve Him

"24 And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, 25 not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near."  Hebrews 10:25-26  (ESV)

"2 Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ." "9 And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up. 10 So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith."  Galatians 6:2, 9-10  (ESV)

 "5 I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing. 6 If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned."  John 15:5-6 (ESV)